1:25 now..

its 1:25 now and i'm feeling so lonelyy..

i wish i had someone to accompany me or talk to =(

shhh.. fugu asleep =p

heehee.. didn't want to call you to wake you up.. let you sleep abit longer since your so tired..

today a bit sad... cos handphone cock up, couldn't talk to you as much.. also in the afternoon.. we said some sad things.. and you stopped replying....... fugu even if nothing to say.. at least reply something okay... if not i will learn and also stop replying...

till you wake up!

SPECIAL POST!

AHHHHHHHHH. its close to 2 am now.

I'M NOT GONNA SLEEP TILL FUGU GETS BACK! AHHHH.

i really hope when she touches down she'll msg me straight away =x....... i really miss her so much.... if not i'm gonna be sad =(

post 16!!! YAY!

HEYA! heehee as i am typing this. i am eating tori q and takopachi.

-scoops some rice and puts in mouth-

so today i woke up quite early then usual. At a shocking time of 12 30. And its the holidays!

Ate some lunch and proceeded to watch a few movies. Hmm i watched the dorm again, one of James Bond old movies, btw side note

I found out the reason James Bond has to always change actors. Cos he has sex with so many women he gets aids fast. seriously.

oh btw, while sleeping last night. i suddenly woke up and felt something at my mouth. My worst fear was it was the dragonfly. man i just jumped out of bed, wiped my mouth and switched on the lights. Lol it was actually my bolster string.... the dragonfly was still on the wall.

talking abt dragonfly, i think it flew out already.

hee as you can see i'm in an awesome mood now. COS MY FUGU IS COMING BACK TMR MORNING! I'm not sure whether to sleep tonight or not... cos i miss her so much... i don't know what time her flight is. I sure hope the first person she msges is me =D.

i'll be waiting starting from now.. =) no sleeping!

post 15

As i am writing this. There's a dragonfly on the wall behind me. And I have to keep looking back to see if that sly insect will attack me. Now i know how to feels to get backstabbed.

So i woke up at 4 30 today. Thats my record lol. I just didn't feel like waking up. For the past one week. I had no choice but to drag myself out of bed at 7 40 so i won't be late and scolded by my boss. TODAY COULD SLEEP AS MUCH AS I WANT! man that feeling its so great.

Not needing to wake up and sleeping longer. To me its one of the best feelings in the world =D.

So there's nothing much to rant about today.. 1 more day till she's back too.

Yup i wonder if she's changed. She'll probably say how much she enjoyed her holiday =x.

Waiting to hear all her stories and adventures =D

okay i'm out. till tmr. time to battle that dragonfly

post 14.

heya... its me...

got a msg from fugu today.. kinda puzzling actually..... i dunno why she doesn't wan to sms me more.... or hug me or say i love you... i dont know why..........

i love you fugu.... i love you.... thats all for today's post...

post 13. sigh.

hey dear... its me... i jus shouted at my mother and i'm as tired as hell.

went out on delivery again. ended work at 7 20. and i'm damn tired now... really fatigue. and my mother has to come and make all the noise and shit. its really pissing the hell out of me.



FUCK IIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

i dont even feel like posting now. hurry come back okay.


____________________________________________

hey.. i'm back...

i realised i've been like that for a while. always venting my anger on you... like just saying i dont feel like talking and all..

but i really need fugu to comfort me... i'm really feeling so terrible fugu.............. really terrible....... i'm so tired already =(((((((

hurry come back.......... sigh

post 12

heya!.. i shall do a proper post today. before sher ask me fix com again..

so lets start off with my job. Today did alot of admin work. i feel like a office lady.

btw my office got one ladee like to wear mini skirt.. i was really shocked when i saw. its like if wind blows and the angels sing. sure can see =D. but i NEVER LA.

my boss is an ass. he keep scolding the other people. i wonder if next time i boss will be like that. or worst.. maybe i wont be.

didn't get to go out today. man yesterday i went out for delivery of the goods. the driver is insane seriously. he drive like daytona and initial d. he will overtake cars WITH A TRUCK. SERIOUSLY INSANE. when i wanted to put on seatbelt. he said.

DONT NEED WAN DONT WORRY!. but his the most cool out of all of them. i like him =D.

he was really insane... the distance he drive from the cars was whoa. if they stop for 1 second we sure bang.

hmm what else. the people at my workplace are nice. the oldest guy at first seem to pick on me. but now after 3 days he actually nicer. guiding me. i like some young punk go there so i guess they had their reservations about me. but its all good now.

looks like they ask me to come back on sat. shall work to keep mind occupied you know fugu..

okay time to blog about yty.

helped sher using remote assistance. meant i could see everything she typed and do. man it was insane. a moment in part of her life is really scary. the way she had to deal with angry and perverted people.

I MANAGED TO TALK TO RACHEL THO =D. -winks- dun ask sher about it kk =x.

kk thats all for now. im quite tired.. everyday wake up at 7 50 for a cold bath to wake myself up. really very tiring. i drink coffee everynight now la =x.

FUGU PLEASE COME BACK OKAY.... I NEED SOMEONE TO SHOWER ME WITH LOVE. I CAN BARELY SURVIVE LA. NOW I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO REALLY BE WITHOUT YOU

and i'm certain i want you back. right now =(

post 11.

heya. hang on i helping sher do blog. i'll be back =D

AHHH JUS GOT BACK. ITS 1:35 IM SO TIRED.. TMR STILL GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY.

dear i'll blog one super long one for you later i promise. i need to sleep now. goodnite dear. -muackks-

post 10.

went for my interview in the morning. i was employed immediately =).

well the company is durasafe. it sounds like a condom company but its not =D. deals with safety equipment.

so i work in the warehouse. packing stuff and labeling them. not gonna mention my pay tho. so the surprise can work =D.

dear i dun really have much to post... i work to keep my mind occupied..... i miss you like hell...

talked to sher yty abt us.. i'm ashamed as a bf..... really am..... i jus wanna say sorry to you fugu.... but its just not good enough to say sorry. i'll make it up...

hope your blogging too! or writing heehee. i'm gonna sleep at 12 tonight.. hope i can..

p.s i cried to sleep yty....... embarrassed but i did...

special post..

AHHHHHHHHHHH.... sherlyn scaring me...

she say you having holiday sure find another guy there. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =( i wanna believe in fugu!

DUN LISTEN TO HER AH!

post 9.

Hey dear.. kinda busy now=x..

sher making me create another blog skin.. so i dun really have time to post.

BUT STILL. a promise is a promise =).

so today didn't really do much. went east point to play lan. i saw carol working there! hee but too shy to say hi.

tmr i going for another interview. more or less confirmed already so.. yup will be busy from today onwards..

fugu i miss you... i'm so tempted to msg you now.... but its gonna be ex... maybe tmr i will =x...

boohoo ='(

wo hen xiang ni..

another sleepless night dear. ='( cos i miss fugu...

post 8.

heya! i barely made it here. its 11:24 now. so its still counted as today!

so lets talk about mr wong 's wedding. wait before anything, i have to say this.

MR WONG'S WEDDING PHOTOS WERE INCREDIBLE. REALLY LOOKED VERY DASHING AND GORGEOUS! One day i'll have to post it somewhere.

So i woke up at 8 50. meet chek at 9 30. We were the official doorman of the day. Open the door for the bride and all the guest. Not too bad we had a good view of everything (esp. their kissing)

lol it was a normal wedding at church. i cheered when mr wong put the ring on her. and when he kiss her.

to be honest. one of the things im looking forward too is my wedding. I can't imagine the excitement man. but they say many things about marriage.. But i still think the day you get married would be THEE happiest day of your life.








OKAY. back to what i did today.

went to sitex @ expo today with jy. went to finally FINALLY FINALLY BUY MY HARD DRIVE. I waited for around 10 months to get it already. But i kept postponing it cos always needed money to spent on events (like birthdays and all)

BUT THE REASON I CAN IS BECAUSE I'LL BE HAVING A JOB! so i can spent this time.

its sitting nicely on my table now. it requires my finger print to access. thats whats so cool about it.

hee.. btw saw sherlyn today with her friend zer. so she's really working at sitex. giving out balloons. i can imagine how tough it is. its hella crowded there man.

thats about all...

fugu i miss you....... i feel like runninggg to your armmms in tears =(.

till tmr..

post 8.

today's post will be special. i'll talk about mr wong's wedding tmr. i made something special for you today. -winks- when you come back ask me for it

its 2 07 now..

what tab said was right.... and it made me sad.... im sorry fugu...

santa can you hear me...

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is near

she's all i want...

post 7!

Woke up at 1 today. No news of the job yet zzz. Maybe I'll need to find another.

So its 10:16 now. Woke up at 1 today. Went to buy my pants for tmr's wedding. Plus had to shop for a gift for Mr wong. We ended up with a cute figurine from precious thots.

you know the little boy and girl one. To be honest i got a weakness to them =x. I find them extremely cute but no one will ever buy them for someone like me lol. And we also bought a photo frame from there. Which cost already around 108 bucks. WHICH i had to pay first.

man my wallet's empty now.. except for 2 bucks...

So i gotta be at the church tomorrow by 9 30. Its gonna be exciting. Who knows maybe i'll snap some pics =D. lollolololol

till tmr.