it hurts

it hurts. it hurts so badly.

to be treated like this by the one i love the most. it really hurts

why... why cant she love me anymore.

why am i always being treated so worthlessly by her now.

but even now. i cant bear to abandon her. i cant bear to let her go thru this period of suffering by herself.

i've made up my mind. i'll leave without regrets once i know she's happy