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Couldn't sleep last night again =/.

today was one of my worst days. My stomach really acted up today. while walking back from tuition i threw up. sigh i hate that feeling. you know its gonna come out. but you pray for it not to. and when its the worst time. it actually does. god i hate it. wait thats blasphemy, GAWD I HATE IT..

You know im starting to feeling like a burden to people. esp her. She's always dozing off... and it makes me feel like its really tiring to be there for me.

I DONT WANNA BE A BURDEN MAN.

i just cant wait for a day where she can keep me company at night while talking abt stuff. like how it used to be. except it was the other way. she was the one who couldn't sleep.

why my turn its different ????

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ttheeee worldddddd iissssss unnnnnnfaiiiirrr.

you know all the saying that doing someone for others, you shouldn't expect the person to do the same. man i wish i could keep to it. i always feel like im losing out in this relationship. NEGLECTED MAN.

But im sure she's trying her best. hell im trying my best too. wait thats blasphemy, heck im trying me best too.

btw alot of people always post and blogger screws up on them. thats why before i post, i will copy all, so that if anything happens, its in my clipboard.

WHY CANT PEOPLE DO THE SAME AND STOP ASKING ME HOW TO PREVENT BLOGGER FROM SCREWING UP....

O levels gonna end. tmr a math. sigh i used to be good at a math. but the prelims really pulled my confidents to a low level.

plus my stomach like this.


i really hate my life. sigh...................................

i got nothing to look forward to now